erm... I promise this WILL be the last post before eyas. and erm. the next one will be after eyas.

bold the statements which are true.

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days. (mugging period)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (sometimes when i'm hyper)
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (actually, i can. anyway i don't really call back even with caller I.D.)
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic. (omg the world's going to end soon!)
I have a lot of mood swings. (my emotions come and go randomly)
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.

I would rather shop then eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends. (only half sure)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I’m happy at the moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (does that include passing math and jap?)
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages. (omg chicken's insides!)
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. (when i'm supposed to be mugging jap right now.)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.(ridden)
I still have every journal i have ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet. (oh yes i can)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (usually by ranting at people)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (i know but am not that interested)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie. (what does that mean?)

我很累了，真的很累了。

As all of you probably know, ni min is sick. Throat infection and runny nose and splitting headache. And I went for jap oral liddat. Ok it was fine... but not as well as I expected. Because I see the teacher smiling at me expectantly, and I forget what I was going to say. Must be the nerves. Oh, and convo was crappy. I couldn't understand half the questions but I was lucky I got a nice teacher.

I have a lot of overdue stuff, and I don't feel like doing them. Must mug for jap haiz. I might be quitting next year.

List of overdue/pressing stuff

1. science hands on reflection
2. music portfolio thingum
3. lit fa
4. chi optional zuowen(have to come up with 故事大纲)
5. hist fa
6. math eya revision paper 3
7. math assignment 3
8. dance exam
9. jap exam
10. RS!!!
11. various undone worksheets for whatsoever reasons

Oh, and I've gotten assessed for rock climbing already. (Like, last week) It was fun, but I climbed the first lane(which was the easiest). I reached the 6th panel(1 panel=1m) and my legs couldn't tahan any more so I just sat down and screamed that I was falling no matter what the people down there were going to say. And after being lowered by liwen (who is by far the safest belayer, btw) I was stupid enough to volunteer to get assessed for belaying. So I 手软脚软 go and belay jan. And as usual she was very very fast, and with my weakened-from-dangling-off-the-surface-of-the-wall hands, I couldn't take in the rope fast enough so I stood there like an idiot only taking in rope and completely skipping the other 4 steps. And I was terrified after the entire episode of mayhem because jan climbed to the top-est panel. And she told us she saw lotsa dust and darkness. lol.

Oh yesterday as mentioned above I went to jap orals with a sore throat, runny nose and splitting headache. I walked out with other 3rd langers in the middle of CLE and I was damn glad because I was starting to fall asleep. And I ended up taking the 2pm bus to moelc and spent the rest of my time scaring myself awake (because everyone around me was panicking). And mine was at 4 and supposed to end at 4.30, but mine started at 4.30 and ended at 4.45. Then I waited for vera and joey and we went j8 to celebrate surviving orals and passing it. And we ate korean street snacks and went to popular to wait for joey to get her hist tb because she says that she didn't buy it at the beginning of the year so it's "now or never".

Today had aesthetics. It was fun, but I guess working on the old keyboard felt much safer than working on the new ones, because it 1. has less keys and steps. 2. new ones always got people cui to finish faster because everyone wants to use it. 3. new ones=rec=bad news. 4. the keys are different, I swear. But then I couldn't force myself to press the first note so we (jan and me) ended up hiring charmaine loh for $125 to press our a b buttons and she forced me to play by starting the first key before I was ready. Forcing does work miracles. Somehow I managed to finish it within half and hour and I felt really clever after that. And then jan hired charmaine again, this time to press the F note, for $5. lol. She says she only accepts cheques.

Still feeling sick and my voice is crappy.

Oh and I have a lot of homework due and I badly badly need to mug. Tata for now. May be hiatus-ing until end of eya, or when I suddenly find the need to blog.

Name 20 ppl randomly:
1) Leejing
2) Tze Yuen
3) Jan
4) Gillian
5) Siying
6) Elaine
7) Jingwen
8) Julia(was rs-ing just now, that's why)
9) Shelley
10) Shuwen
11) Xueling
12) Wenjun
13) Rebecca
14) Joanna
15) Edith
16) Xinyi
17) Pamela
18) Jiale
19) Xaviera
20) erm... Kaiyang?

1. How do you meet number 14 ?
(Joanna) In school, in 106~
2. What would you do if you have not meet number 1 ?
(Leejing) Lost a perfectly good whine mate and fries-finisher
3. What if number 9 & 20 dated ?
(Shelley and Kaiyang) Erm... Both aren't exactly interested in dating right now. (ok I dunno about kaiyang. but I know shelley isn't.)
4. Will number 6 & 17 date each other ?
(Elaine and Pamela) lol they don't even know each other. And I know elaine is logical and prefers career to dating.
5. Describe number 3 .
(Jan) Plain sick in the mind and loves to force people to listen to archuleta news/songs/voting
6. Do you think number 8 is attractive ?
(Julia) Yep. Erm, even if she thinks she's fat.
7. Describe number 7.
(Jingwen) ex and current school mate. is getting stalked. and erm, likes getting teased?
8. Do you know any family members of number 12 ?
(Wenjun) Nope.
9. What language(s) does number 5 speak ?
(Siying) chinese, english, twit, singlish, super junior and hot guys
10. Who does number 9 hang out with always ?
(Shelley) Nearly everyone?
11. How old is number 16 ?
(Xinyi) 14
12.When is the last time you spoke to number 16 ?
(Xinyi) Friday during school because she sits behind me
13. Who is number 2 favourite singer or band ?
(Tzeyuen) I think the whole world knows that she likes 56.
14. Have you ever date number 4 ?
(Gillian) Erms, I don't think so. I don't think gillian wants to either.
15. What is number 10 last name ?
(Shuwen) 胡。 I can strangely remember the chinese but not the english one.
16. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 10 ?
(Shuwen) As in friends? Yes to friendship and no to whatever you're thinking of, Jan!
17. Which school number 3 study in ?
(Jan) whoo rgs!
18. Where does number 6 stay ?
(Elaine) She stays erm... in yishun but alights at khatib mrt.
19. What are your favourite things about number 5 ?
(Siying) She talks twit in a funneh way. And I can crap non stop and she'll understand. And she tells me stuff.
20. Have you ever see number 2 naked ?
(Tzeyuen) Nope, never will, never ever want to. (I'll freak out otherwise.)

Haiz am doing RS right now. According to julia she took 3 hours for each segment, and I have 2 segments, so if I were to start now... I would finish at 3.43am in the morning omggg.

Class photos come out alreadyyy wanna see it right now.

Today I saw a headless cockroach.

Today persa screamed the loudest scream ever in the history of rgs canteen because someone apparently told her there was a lizard. My ear was deaf for the next few moments okayyy.

Today was a damn funny day. I remember a lot of weird weird things happened in school, but I can't for the life of it remember it. I have short term memory lols.

I can't remember what I wanted to post. I remembered there was a really important thing, but I can't remember. sighsigh.

{edit}
I now remember what I was going to blog about. Sensei's apparent class pet-- jia le san. Everytime she wants a question answered, my sensei always ask jia le. lol. And the difficult questions go to joey. The simplest go to moi. Those like 1 blank ones.

And vera is obsessed with highlighting the fact that jia le is the apple of my sensei's eye. And tryign to find reasons for it. She says, "Maybe it's cuz everytime she looks up she sees you, then everytime ask you question. (note: jia le sits in the middle of the class. Like, right smack in the middle)"
{/edit}

Hello people I realised I haven't been updating...

I'm really tearing-my-hair-out crazily going crazy thinking about eyas. sighsigh.

A lot of stuff has happened lately making me sleep at 12+ everyday and I am so tired and I fall asleep in almost every lesson but I still have freaking homework to study and jap to study and rs to dooooo oh no I'm so screwed and sl to type out and elaborate on and maaaaath omg math the most horrible and disgusting subject ever and obviously I swear I have no inkling of what's tested so I am officially going crazy.

Heyy everyone needs a lil ranting time sometimes...

Now that that's overrrr, it's time for the sightly more normal content.

I have figured out something. Something of great importance. *drumroll please*
I have decided to score a 2.8 for jap.

Ahaha not what you expected right? lol.

And can somebody please tell me what in the world an r.f means in terms of scales?

Today was a... boring day. I slept most of my day off, and then me and my family went to eat dinner at chongpang. Then my brother said he wanted cup noodles, so we ended up buying 6 and looking as if we had a famine going on lol.

RS is so screwed. Undone stuff, all over the place. Haven't even started on the ppt and report yet, and we haven't even finished the storybook yet. Damn it.

I ate waffles at 1am last night. And it made me happy for the rest of the dayyyy~

I am mug-ified.

Oh and did I ever mention how much I hate math? I want to watch hello! miss, but then eyas coming already, especially jap zomg.

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

Sighs. I have no idea how to convince my mum to let me go for obs AND tell her I have to go for remedial. Which she will not be happy to hear.

Anyways today chi was really funny. Gloria thought 狐假虎威 was a sort of fox and she asked xielaoshi, "Is it like some kinda fox?" And then everyone started laughing and laughing and laughing.

Math today was *beeping sound* with ** ** around to make my life a living hell. I know she means well and all, but today she suddenly spot checked our work and was damn pissed with us. AND she read out every one's names who had to go for remedial in front of the whole class so I felt exceptionally humiliated. gahhhhhs.

Can someone just kill me now? What with life being so *beeping sound* and all.

Epic quote! (by Shanxi): It's all in the mind, Qiao yoke, it's all in the mind.

Happy birthday shanxi! You are now 1 year older like me.

During rock climbing today qiao yoke was like screaming "I can't do it anymore, the rocks are so wet and slippery~ Ahhhhhh~" And shanxi, with all her wisdom, said the above line. And then when qiao yoke challenged her to climb she promptly refused. lols.

Science today was fun~ We were doing hands on, and I was the poor guinea pig to be tested on. We had to divide into groups of 6 and attempt to lead a blinfolded person (poor mua) to put the coloured ice cream sticks into the correct labelled styrofoam cup. It was scary and I have a permenant marker mark on my hand because somebody was apparently trying to draw on my hand. I wonder when it'll fade off.

I wonder why I have so much time to blog daily. Especially when it's term 4. Boredom? Nope I have plenty of stuff rotting around, waiting for me to do. Fun of it? Nope, I don't find it fun. Conclusion: unidentified source.

Ladidadada~ I'm eating a lot of unhealthy stuff daily. Like prata. And ice cream. And a LOT of butter. And soft drinks(I try to avoid it, but still...). And instant noodles. And pizza(Yes pizza IS unhealthy, and in case you don't know, they reuse the oil for god knows how many times.) AND the most important of all, I sleep late. It's a typical couch potato lifestyle and it's going to make me fat someday~

What is happily ever after? Does it really exist? I want my happily ever after. Maybe the happily ever afters in storybooks are just to lull people into the false sense of security when it is, in actual fact, that life isn't fair. Maybe that's why people like happily ever afters. It gives a mask of temporary deception from the outside cruel world. sigh sigh sighs.

Ladidadada~ Finally changed my blogskin. Out pf pure random-ness. Hmm so fast and it's the last day of the holidays. Sighs. Haven't done a whole lot of things. List-making time~

1. jap homework
2. zuowen
3. chi ws
4. math assignment 2
5. litlitlit (quote)
6. lit 300 word essay
7. lit FA

I quote joanna here, "Here's one of those holidays when I look back and say, hey, where did my holidays go?"

I am feeling really weird and hyper and I like cheese!

I realised somthing weird. I like typing on laptops. And erm I discovered one other thing. Never go to blogs with "objectional content". It might just corrupt my innocent mind. Shall not link here if not my reputation all spoilt. Also because the blog is supposed to be secret. lols but my friend went to link. Like anyone can stop THE NI MIN from finding out what she wants... ego muchmuch!

Ladidadada. Going out is fun. I like going out.

Am being extremely random and I realised I've been blogging at weirder and weirder hours like NOW. 1+ in the morning. I might change the song on my blog. I'm getting quite sick of it, really. Maybe change my blogskin too. But I hatehate blogs that load slowly. So I'm going to make sure my new blogskin does't interfere with the loading speed.

I NEED NEW BOOKS TO READ. And my tutor is amazed that I've read twilight before. He is seriously the most immature tutor I have ever had. He's like "omg i've seen that book before. Twilight right? My other student is also reading it! So which book are you at now? Is it some kind of trend in rgs? I heard it's a romance. Maybe because it's girls' school that's why everyone likes it." hmmm fanboy much?

I have finished my work. Right. You should know it's untrue you know. Finished nothing, in fact. Except for yuedubaogao. Freakfreakfreak. And I'm going out tomorrow. GAHHHH. I am incoherent. shbvrasiuvhbaiv.aopirnvqwbv. aetoiuvbgwiogub. nonsensical words coming out, incoming!

You Are 36% Cynical

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions. You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitude, then too bad. So sad.

Yesterday I went for SL! Shall divide it into portions to talk about. Btw the room was AMAZING! It was like a little playroom with lots of things, like clay, lots of toilet rolls(lol why do they have that much) and a lot other materials used for art. And it had 3 computers! (I was thinking why they have computers when they're supposed to be taught there) Me and leejing and gillian and tzeyuen and liwen went.

**the mistaken time
I woke up at 6.30 in the morning and left my house at 7. In the end I was 1/2h early and ended up waiting like an idiot while the crowds passed me by. It's so depressing okayyyy.

**icebreaking games
Ah yes, the cliche but fun ping pong ball on a spoon game. But being little kids that they are, they kept dropping the ping pong balls and had to start all over again. They had lots of fun so we quickly proceeded to the next activity, the boring lesson.

**lesson time!
We taught them about spices and seed dispersal and some mums were caught helping the little kids to win points for their teams! Yup, but it added an element of fun to it. And they were super cooperative! Maybe because we were just pro, or maybe because we kept on talking to keep them from getting distracted. I find that they were clever little kids who knew what was going on AND a kid of about 10/11 yrs old told me he knew what ginger rhizome is! I was expecting stem, really. omgggg.

**creative thinking
We made the little kids do jellyfishes with plastic cups and paper. and the team with the most jellyfishes wins! (but the most creative ones win extra points) It was actually a break time of sorts for us since the kids were engrossed with jellyfish making. So we packed the area that was messy and all.

**sweating
We told the kids we were bringing them out for dog and bone but some mums weren't too keen about that, since they were fasting. But there was a terrific mum who went out with us and played with us, bringing some of the kids along. Haha I was the points person so I kept track of the points. Nora, the person of charge of sorts, gave math questions and the kids reacted so slowly as they couldn't figure them out.

**random-ness
"prata?" haha a little kid kept asking us that, and we kept answering, "no prata!" Damn funny.

**going out
Me and leejing and tzeyuen and jan and karen went out to plaza sing(again, the third time in a row) to watch "make it happen". It reminded me oddly of "step up". I couldn't tell the difference between the brother and the boyfriend, so I was confused half the time. And the ads were 1/2h long again. I nearly fell asleep. Oh, and jan and tzeyuen were thinking sick every time the main character danced, so they laughed loudly everytime there was a scene. I shall not mention it here since it's so sick.

**shopping!
I felt very bored and my mum told me to eat dinner on my own, but I ended up buying stuff AND eating stuff. Impulse buying is good for the mind and the soul~

**the pig that I was
I fell asleep right after dinner all the way until the next morning because I was so tired after the entire day. Now I feel VERY awake! Ladidadada~

Thanks to charlotte and shihui and huiyi and kaiyang and jan and jingwen who didn't forget my birthday and wished me on my tagboard! And thanks to chenyin, shuwen and yingtong who wished me on the class blog. And amanda chiam and karen who wished me via msn. And thanks to jan again for her note in a star bottle thingy and leejing's gift of breath. I probably lost it already, lalala~

Got a haircut today. I went to layer my hair (so no more water fountain, Jan) and it's much shorter than it originally was. lalilorrr. It's not very "swish-able" and the weight is VERY different. So now I have a lighter load on my head.

Gah my birthday celebration is going to be postponed till tomorrow because my brother's coming home late today.

Is it really true that a new haircut can give people a new personality? Some people say so but I don't think so. More confidence, yes, but new personality? Don't think so. Why am I spouting more and more random stuff?!?! I should think before I say anything, seriously, or it either won't make sense at all or has no link to the topic.

Sigh I haven't gotten back my jap paper yet. Everyday that passes makes me worry more. Because this time I tried another method of studying and I want to see whether it works. *pulls hair agonisingly*

It is now 12 midnight and my birthday! whoos~

Thank you Ho Tzeyuen for being the first one to wish me happy birthday at exactly 12 and counting down with me!

Thank you Jan and Elaine for wishing me happy birthday!

I don't mind going out on thur instead of wed really, it's the thought that counts. Whooo I like going out~

Birthday wishes time

1. I wish for more time in a day (see left portion)
2. the rest is secret :)
   

Today is 1st sep. Official teachers' day. Also the official start of the holidays. Sighs. According to the schedule I made up myself, I am actually supposed to do ALL my lit(which happens to be a lotlot) and get started on sl ppt. Not good. Not fun. And now my mum seems to want to drop a bomb in my world or something. Boommmm. She insists that I bring my brother to his tuition, leaving me with even less time to finish my work. GAHHHH.

Random note: I suddenly realise I like avril lavigne songs a lot, other than chi songs. Don't ask me why. It's just nice.

name;ni min
I ❤ sep 3, so should you. The rest is for me to know and you to find out.